时间:2019-01-02 作者:英语课 分类:济慈诗歌和书信选(英文版)


英语课

   To Charles Brown, 1st November 1820


  My dear Brown;
  Yesterday we were let out of Quarantine, during which my health suffered more from bad air and a stifled 1 cabin than it had done the whole voyage. The fresh air revived me a little, and I hope I am well enough this morning to write to you a short calm letter; if that can be called one, in which I am afraid to speak of what I would the fainest dwell upon. As I have gone thus far into it, I must go on a little;--perhaps it may relieve the load of wretchedness which presses upon me. The persuasion 2 that I shall see her no more will kill me. I cannot, My dear Brown, I should have had her when I was in health, and I should remained well. I can bear to die—I cannot bear to leave her. Oh, God! God! God! Every thing I have in my trunks that remind me of her goes through me like a spear. The silk lining 3 she put in my traveling cap scalds my head. My imagination is horribly vivid about her—I see her –I hear her. There is nothing in the world of sufficient interest to dilver me from her a moment. This was the case when I was in England; I cannot recollect 4, without shuddering 5, the time that I was prisoner at Hunt’s, and used to keep my eyes fixed 6 on Hamsptead all day. Then there was a good hope of seeing her again—Now! –O that I could be buried near where she lives! I am afraid to write to her—to receive a letter from her—to see her hand writing would break my heart—even to hear of her any how, to see her name written would be more than I can bear. My dear Brown, what am I to do? Where can I look for consolation 7 or ease? If I had any chance of recovery, this passion would kill me. Indeed through the whole of my illness, both at your house and at Kentish Town., this fever has never ceased wearing me out. When you write to me, which you will do immediately, write to Rome—if she is well and happy, put a mark thus +,__ if –Remember me to all. I will endeavour to bear my miseries 8 patiently. A person in my state of health should not have such miseries to bear. Write a short note to my sister, saying you have heard from me. Severn is very well. If I were in better health I should urge your coming to Rome. I fear ther is no one can give me any comfort. Is there any news of George? O, that something fortunate had ever happened to me or my brothers!—then I might hope, but despair is forced upon me as a habit. My dear Brown, for my sake, be her advocate for ever. I cannot say a word about Naples; I do not feel at all concerned in the thousand novelties around me. I am afraid to write to her. I should like her to know that I don not forget her. Oh, Brown, I have coals of fire in my breast. It surprised me that the human heart is capable of containing and bearing so much misery 9. Was I born for this end? God bless her, and her mother, and my sister, and George, and his wife, and you, and all!
  Your ever affectionate friend
  John Keats

(使)窒息, (使)窒闷( stifle的过去式和过去分词 ); 镇压,遏制; 堵
  • The gas stifled them. 煤气使他们窒息。
  • The rebellion was stifled. 叛乱被镇压了。
n.劝说;说服;持有某种信仰的宗派
  • He decided to leave only after much persuasion.经过多方劝说,他才决定离开。
  • After a lot of persuasion,she agreed to go.经过多次劝说后,她同意去了。
n.衬里,衬料
  • The lining of my coat is torn.我的外套衬里破了。
  • Moss makes an attractive lining to wire baskets.用苔藓垫在铁丝篮里很漂亮。
v.回忆,想起,记起,忆起,记得
  • He tried to recollect things and drown himself in them.他极力回想过去的事情而沉浸于回忆之中。
  • She could not recollect being there.她回想不起曾经到过那儿。
v.战栗( shudder的现在分词 );发抖;(机器、车辆等)突然震动;颤动
  • 'I am afraid of it,'she answered, shuddering. “我害怕,”她发着抖,说。 来自英汉文学 - 双城记
  • She drew a deep shuddering breath. 她不由得打了个寒噤,深深吸了口气。 来自飘(部分)
adj.固定的,不变的,准备好的;(计算机)固定的
  • Have you two fixed on a date for the wedding yet?你们俩选定婚期了吗?
  • Once the aim is fixed,we should not change it arbitrarily.目标一旦确定,我们就不应该随意改变。
n.安慰,慰问
  • The children were a great consolation to me at that time.那时孩子们成了我的莫大安慰。
  • This news was of little consolation to us.这个消息对我们来说没有什么安慰。
n.痛苦( misery的名词复数 );痛苦的事;穷困;常发牢骚的人
  • They forgot all their fears and all their miseries in an instant. 他们马上忘记了一切恐惧和痛苦。 来自《现代汉英综合大词典》
  • I'm suffering the miseries of unemployment. 我正为失业而痛苦。 来自《简明英汉词典》
n.痛苦,苦恼,苦难;悲惨的境遇,贫苦
  • Business depression usually causes misery among the working class.商业不景气常使工薪阶层受苦。
  • He has rescued me from the mire of misery.他把我从苦海里救了出来。
标签: 英语诗歌 书信
学英语单词
a private member
accrued expenses payable
alkyd ready mixed paint
Aloe ferox Miller
anatabine
Anlung Reung
Asacol
atmosphere pollution
auditory communications
Bassiano
blank carburizing
ca-mg-phosphate ratio
calliphorid fly
carry flag bit
Chaňi, Nev.de
clothified
computerized message transmission
conger pike
contriter
conventical
cord relay circuit
Cuckoo in the nest
d.c.welding
degree of dependence on foreign trade
distel
document searching system
doubtful accounts
drift-net hauler
earock
endopoditic
envenomed
far from the mark
foreign bill for negotiation
growth-oriented
heir-apparent
inalienable
inlet cover
isosinomenin
john rutledges
justifiedly
kiss and tell
languishes
Lewiston Orchards
light draught steamer
loading distribution
make someone bleed
manambas
mandrake
matrixed
medard
Melville Hills
mesurier
metallizing temperature
mooncakes
moro acid
negative suction head
non carrying vessel
nonsubscripted switch variable
off the cuff
oscillator utilizing negative resistance
overindustrializes
piezosurgery
plugger points
polythene wrapper
port charter
pseudoagglutination
pyrabole(pyribole)
quinoline tartrate
radioactive aerosol meter
regardless of feature size (rfs)
ring drawbar
satellite operation control center
screen efficiency
second-order viscoelasticity
sector scanning
sesquibasic
shift level
show a tint of jealousy
spherical laser fusion target
straight-forward
sulpha
sumerset
symptomatic psychosis
telestial
termini
terrible-looking
tesc
TNZ (transfer on nonzero)
tradabler
trailing wire
tree planter
Trivandrum
trophophyll
tuning system
ultraviolet cell
unpaired tubercle
vibration spectrum analyser
vrabec
weak constraint
wedge stone
Westland National Park
wihtig