时间:2018-12-08 作者:英语课 分类:2018年VOA慢速英语(四)月


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Tomorrow I die. Tomorrow I die, and today I want to tell the world what happened and thus perhaps free my soul from the horrible 1 weight which lies upon it.


But listen! Listen, and you shall hear how I have been destroyed.


When I was a child, I had a natural goodness 2 of soul which led me to love animals — all kinds of animals, but especially those animals we call pets, animals which have learned 3 to live with men and share their homes with them. There is something in the love of these animals which speaks directly 4 to the heart of the man who has learned from experience how uncertain and changeable 5 is the love of other men.


I was quite young when I married. You will understand the joy I felt to find that my wife shared with me my love for animals. Quickly she got for us several pets of the most likeable kind. We had birds, some goldfish, a fine dog, and a cat.


The cat was a beautiful animal, of unusually large size, and entirely 6 black. I named the cat Pluto 7, and it was the pet I liked best. I alone fed it, and it followed me all around the house. It was even with difficulty 8 that I stopped it from following me through the streets.


Our friendship lasted, in this manner, for several years, during which, however, my own character became greatly changed. I began to drink too much wine and other strong drinks.


As the days passed I became less loving in my manner; I became quick to anger; I forgot how to smile and laugh. My wife — yes, and my pets, too, all except the cat — were made to feel the change in my character.


One night I came home quite late from the inn 9, where I now spent more and more time drinking. Walking with uncertain step, I made my way with effort into the house. As I entered I saw — or thought I saw — that Pluto, the cat, was trying to stay out of my way, to avoid me. This action, by an animal which I had thought still loved me, made me angry beyond reason. My soul seemed to fly from my body. I took a small knife out of my coat and opened it. Then I took the poor animal by the neck and with one quick movement I cut out one of its fear-filled eyes!


Slowly the cat got well. The hole where its eye had been was not a pretty thing to look at, it is true; but the cat no longer appeared to suffer any pain. As might be expected, however, it ran from me in fear whenever I came near. Why should it not run? Yet this did not fail to anger me. I felt growing inside myself a new feeling. Who has not, a hundred times, found himself doing wrong, some evil 10 thing for no other reason than because he knows he should not? Are not we humans at all times pushed, ever driven in some unknown way to break the law just because we understand it to be the law?


One day, in cold blood, I tied a strong rope around the cat’s neck, and taking it down into the cellar 12 under the house I hung it from one of the wood beams 13 above my head. I hung it there until it was dead. I hung it there with tears in my eyes, I hung it because I knew it had loved me, because I felt it had given me no reason to hurt it, because I knew that my doing so was a wrong so great, a sin 14 so deadly that it would place my soul forever outside the reach of the love of God!


That same night, as I lay sleeping, I heard through my open window the cries of our neighbors. I jumped from my bed and found that the entire house was filled with fire. It was only with great difficulty that my wife and I escaped. And when we were out of the house, all we could do was stand and watch it burn to the ground. I thought of the cat as I watched it burn, the cat whose dead body I had left hanging in the cellar. It seemed almost that the cat had in some mysterious way caused the house to burn so that it could make me pay for my evil act, so that it could take revenge 15 upon me.


Months went by, and I could not drive the thought of the cat out of my mind. One night I sat in the inn, drinking as usual. In the corner I saw a dark object that I had not seen before. I went over to see what it could be. It was a cat, a cat almost exactly like Pluto. I touched it with my hand and petted it, passing my hand softly 16 along its back. The cat rose and pushed its back against my hand.


Suddenly, I realized that I wanted the cat. I offered to buy it from the innkeeper, but he claimed he had never seen the animal before. As I left the inn, it followed me, and I allowed it to do so. It soon became a pet of both my wife and myself. The morning after I brought it home, however, I discovered that this cat, like Pluto, had only one eye.


How was it possible that I had not noticed this the night before? This fact only made my wife love the cat more. But I myself found a feeling of dislike growing in me. My growing dislike of the animal only seemed to increase its love for me. It followed me, followed me everywhere, always. When I sat, it lay down under my chair. When I stood up it got between my feet and nearly made me fall. Wherever I went, it was always there. At night, I dreamed of it. And I began to hate that cat!


One day my wife called to me from the cellar of the old building where we were now forced to live. As I went down the stairs, the cat, following me as always, ran under my feet and nearly threw me down.


In sudden 17 anger, I took a knife and struck wildly at the cat. Quickly my wife put out her hand and stopped my arm. This only increased my anger and, without thinking, I turned and put the knife’s point deep into her heart! She fell to the floor and died without a sound.


I spent a few moments looking for the cat, but it was gone. And I had other things to do, for I knew I must do something with the body, and quickly. Suddenly, I noted 18 a place in the wall of the cellar where stones had been added 19 to the wall to cover an old fireplace 20 which was no longer wanted.


The walls were not very strongly built, and I found I could easily take down those stones. Behind them there was, as I knew there must be, a hole just big enough to hold the body. With much effort I put the body in and carefully put the stones back in their place. I was pleased to see that it was quite impossible for anyone to know that a single stone had been moved.


Days passed. Still there was no cat. A few people came and asked about my wife, but I answered them easily. Then one day several officers of the police came. Certain that they could find nothing, I asked them in and went with them as they searched.


Finally, they searched the cellar from end to end. I watched them quietly, and, as I expected, they noticed nothing. But as they started up the stairs again, I felt myself driven by some unknown inner 21 force to let them know, to make them know, that I had won the battle.


“The walls of this building,” I said, “are very strongly built; it is a fine old house.” And as I spoke 22, I struck with my stick that very place in the wall behind which was the body of my wife. Immediately I felt a cold feeling up and down my back as we heard coming out of the wall itself a horrible cry.


For one short moment, the officers stood looking at each other. Then quickly they began to pick at the stones, and in a short time they saw before them the body of my wife, black with dried blood and smelling of decay 23. On the body’s head, its one eye filled with fire, its wide open mouth the color of blood, sat the cat, crying out its revenge!


Words in This Story


uncertain - adj. not exactly known 11 or decided 24


“in cold blood” - expression. without feeling or with cruel intent 25


wine – n. an alcoholic 26 drink made from the liquid part that can be squeezed 27 out of a small, round fruit that is green, dark red, or purplish-black in color


inn – n. a house usually in the country where people can eat, drink and rent a room to sleep in


cellar – n. the part of a building that is entirely or partly below the ground


sin – n. an action that is considered to be wrong according 28 to religious 29 or moral 30 law


revenge – n. the act of doing something to hurt someone because that person did something that hurt you


pet(ted) – v. to touch an animal or person with your hand in a loving or friendly way


innkeeper – n. a person who owns or operates an inn


decay – n. the process or result of being slowly destroyed by natural processes



1 horrible
adj.可怕的,极可憎的,极可厌的
  • This is a horrible monster.这是一个可怕的怪物。
  • That is a horrible accident.那是一次可怕的事故。
2 goodness
n.善良,善行,美德
  • Would you have the goodness to turn off the radio?劳驾,请你把收音机关上好不好?
  • Thank goodness,we've found a cure for the disease.好了,这病有救了!
3 learned
adj.有学问的,博学的;learn的过去式和过去分词
  • He went into a rage when he learned about it.他听到这事后勃然大怒。
  • In this little village,he passed for a learned man.在这个小村子里,他被视为有学问的人。
4 directly
adv.直接地,径直地;马上,立即
  • I will telephone you directly I hear the news.我一听到消息,马上打电话给你。
  • She answered me very directly and openly.她非常坦率地、开门见山地答复了我。
5 changeable
adj.易变的,变化无常的
  • The weather here is quite changeable.这儿的天气变化无常。
  • He has a changeable character.他性格多变。
6 entirely
ad.全部地,完整地;完全地,彻底地
  • The fire was entirely caused by their neglect of duty. 那场火灾完全是由于他们失职而引起的。
  • His life was entirely given up to the educational work. 他的一生统统献给了教育工作。
7 Pluto
n.冥王星
  • Pluto is the furthest planet from the sun.冥王星是离太阳最远的行星。
  • Pluto has an elliptic orbit.冥王星的轨道是椭圆形的。
8 difficulty
n.困难,费劲;难事,难题;麻烦,困境
  • If there is any difficulty,please let us know promptly.倘有困难,请迅速通知我们。
  • A little difficulty like this is nothing to us.这点困难算不了什么。
9 inn
n.小旅馆,客栈;小酒店,小饭店
  • I shall lodge at the inn for two nights.我要在这家小店住两个晚上。
  • We stayed in a small village inn,right off the map.我们住在一家偏僻的乡村小店里。
10 evil
n.邪恶,不幸,罪恶;adj.邪恶的,不幸的,有害的,诽谤的
  • We pray to God to deliver us from evil.我们祈求上帝把我们从罪恶中拯救出来。
  • Love of money is the root of all evil.爱钱是邪恶的根源。
11 known
adj.大家知道的;知名的,已知的
  • He is a known artist.他是一个知名的艺术家。
  • He is known both as a painter and as a statesman.他是知名的画家及政治家。
12 cellar
n.地窖,地下室,酒窖
  • He took a bottle of wine from the cellar.他从酒窖里拿出一瓶酒。
  • The little girl hid away in the cellar.小姑娘藏在地下室里。
13 beams
n.梁( beam的名词复数 );束;1 光线;(电波的)波束v.发出光与热( beam的第三人称单数 );面露喜色;播送;1 笑容满面,眉开眼笑 2 发射电波,播送 3 放出束状的光(或热)
  • The beams are riddled with woodworm. 这些木梁被蛀虫蛀得都是洞。
  • In front were five rooms with painted beams and carved pillars. 正面五间上房,皆是画梁雕栋。 来自《现代汉英综合大词典》
14 sin
n.罪,罪孽,过失;vi.犯罪,违反
  • It's a sin to waste food.浪费食品是一种罪过。
  • It's a sin to be indoors on holiday.假期中待在家里实在是罪过。
15 revenge
v.报...之仇,为...报仇 ;n.报仇,复仇
  • She poisoned his mind with ideas of hate and revenge.她用复仇的思想来毒害他的心灵。
  • There was anger in his eyes and revenge in his heart.他两眼闪现怒火,一心只想复仇。
16 softly
adv.柔和地,静静地,温柔地
  • He speaks too softly for her to hear.他讲话声音太轻,她听不见。
  • She breathed her advice softly.她低声劝告。
17 sudden
n.突然,忽然;adj.突然的,意外的,快速的
  • All of a sudden he turned about and saw me.他突然转过身来看见了我。
  • The horse was badly frightened by the sudden noise.那匹马被突然而来的嘈杂声吓坏了。
18 noted
adj.著名的,知名的
  • The local hotel is noted for its good table.当地的那家酒店以餐食精美而著称。
  • Jim is noted for arriving late for work.吉姆上班迟到出了名。
19 added
adj.更多的,附加的,额外的
  • They have added a new scene at the beginning.在开头他们又增加了一场戏。
  • The pop music added to our enjoyment of the film.片中的流行音乐使我们对这部电影更加喜爱。
20 fireplace
n.壁炉,炉灶
  • The fireplace smokes badly.这壁炉冒烟太多。
  • I think we should wall up the fireplace.我想应该封住壁炉。
21 inner
adj.内部的,里面的;内在的,内心的;精神的
  • The label is on the inner side of the box.标签贴在盒子内侧。
  • Other people seek the mountains for renewal of their inner lives.另一些人到深山中去,寻求新的精神生活。
22 spoke
n.(车轮的)辐条;轮辐;破坏某人的计划;阻挠某人的行动 v.讲,谈(speak的过去式);说;演说;从某种观点来说
  • They sourced the spoke nuts from our company.他们的轮辐螺帽是从我们公司获得的。
  • The spokes of a wheel are the bars that connect the outer ring to the centre.辐条是轮子上连接外圈与中心的条棒。
23 decay
vi.腐烂,衰落;n.腐烂,腐朽,衰败状态
  • The vegetables have begun to decay.那些蔬菜已开始腐烂。
  • Our powers decay in old age.我们的体力在老年时就衰退。
24 decided
adj.决定了的,坚决的;明显的,明确的
  • This gave them a decided advantage over their opponents.这使他们比对手具有明显的优势。
  • There is a decided difference between British and Chinese way of greeting.英国人和中国人打招呼的方式有很明显的区别。
25 intent
adj.急切的,专心的,专注的;n.意图,意向
  • He was intent on the job he was doing.他专心致志于正在做的工作。
  • His plan is incompatible with my intent.他的计划与我的意图不相符。
26 alcoholic
adj.(含)酒精的,由酒精引起的;n.酗酒者
  • The alcoholic strength of brandy far exceeds that of wine.白兰地的酒精浓度远远超过葡萄酒。
  • Alcoholic drinks act as a poison to a child.酒精饮料对小孩犹如毒药。
27 squeezed
squeeze(挤压)的过去式与过去分词
  • freshly squeezed orange juice 鲜榨橙汁
  • They squeezed too many people into the small room. 他们把太多的人塞进这间小房间里。
28 according
adj.按照,根据
  • According to the Bible we are all the seed of Adam.根据《圣经》所说的,我们都是亚当的后裔。
  • We must cut our coat according to our cloth this year.今年我们必须学会量入为出。
29 religious
adj.宗教性的,虔诚的,宗教上的;n.修道士,出家人
  • She is very religious person who goes to church every Sunday.她十分虔诚,每个星期天都上教堂。
  • It is hard for me to reject religious beliefs.要我抛弃自己的宗教信仰是困难的。
30 moral
adj.道德(上)的,有道德的;n.品行,寓意,道德
  • Moral beauty ought to be ranked above all other beauty.品德之美应列于其他美之上。
  • He deceived us into believing that he could give us moral support.他骗得我们相信他能给我们道义上的支持。
学英语单词
achalasia
Agaete
anisogomphus maacki
automatic output control
average-ability
baking quality test for wheat
brake fluids
camshaft nut
Cationic Brilliant Red 5GN
Communaute Financiere du Pacifique franc
computer assist instruction
countertopped
course and speed made good through the water
cross sth out
Cucuron
deciphering of the code
deleverages
dominated action
equippped
ethylenediamine tetraacetic acid
exonucleolytic editing
fecolith
flat head rivet
fluht
global model
grant a license
heat sink fin
horizon marker
hosler
hot isostatic pressed ferrite
Indiaroba
ingrafted
inverted repeats
jennifer aniston
jimo
kukwald
Lactuca laciniata
laydays date
legal-rational
lipira
look like a million dollars
magnifier achromatic
make coffee
mariner
mattos
mcgriff
melanophyllus
minimum fuel limit screw
minimum safe distance
ninah
nithering
noludar
non homing type rotary switch
nonlinear optic crystals
normal braking
noughtly
offer-to-sell
other current assets-other
particular over
ph recorder
ploop
pole jumping
press one's suit
procedure alteration
processor interrupt facility
proof strength
quite the thing
radio marine letters
random rounding
readjust(ing)
reticulations
ring-like
roofing paper
roughing bevel gear cutter
settling height
short core
single facer
souchong
space charge limited conduction
square-jointed
strike-outs
subtropical jet stream
surface colling
system pressure
t.r.f., trf
Talpa
terraced grate
Todenroth
train operation curve
transfer of colour
traphole
Ukme R.
ultramacroion
umbraticolous
unitemised
uranium tetraphenoxide
valuefree
vertical assembly andtest building
vertical flute
west-indian
wilmore
winetasting